That certain uneasy feeling I had after dinner,
I should have not ignored it.
I was too busy with the company. I was too busy trying to fix things.
I had too many things in my mind.
When I finally held you, I know it is already too late.
Your body barely moved.
Your eyes displayed a thousand emotions.
I tried to comfort you in everyway. Regret and worries filled my head.
I was so unsure.
Part of me knows that you will leave me soon..
Yet another part of me believes that you will survive this painful struggle.
How foolish I must seem to you on your last breath.
As your soul leaves your limp body, I cried.
I just felt the pain. I cried.
There is no pain like the pain of losing someone you truly love.
My heart aches...
Interest in the future dissipates... and life doesn't seem to matter any more...
I should have not ignored it.
I was too busy with the company. I was too busy trying to fix things.
I had too many things in my mind.
When I finally held you, I know it is already too late.
Your body barely moved.
Your eyes displayed a thousand emotions.
I tried to comfort you in everyway. Regret and worries filled my head.
I was so unsure.
Part of me knows that you will leave me soon..
Yet another part of me believes that you will survive this painful struggle.
How foolish I must seem to you on your last breath.
As your soul leaves your limp body, I cried.
I just felt the pain. I cried.
There is no pain like the pain of losing someone you truly love.
My heart aches...
Interest in the future dissipates... and life doesn't seem to matter any more...
