I haven’t properly written anything in my blog for over 3months. I can give 1000 reason of why I have not written anything, but I shall restrain myself from providing excuses. Yes, it’s a new thingy I’m trying. For over a month now, I’ve been trying my best not to be the typical type of person that will bring forward excuses, instead of proper reasoning for anything he or she failed to deliver. I’m starting to believe that loser gives excuses, while a winner that loses will provide proper reason.
There is a fine line between excuses and reason. And it is really hard to try and identify such line. Indeed I’m learning on how to spot the difference. All I know, excuses will annoy people and sometime will bring you more trouble than you already are. Reason? Reason sets your mind free of guilt.
Many things have happened to me for these last few months. 1) Work has been hell, yet I enjoy it. 2) Me and my hubby buying a place of our own, there are a few hiccups causing me to be upset 60% of the time. 3) Another one of my pet died, however I did not cry as much as I did when my 1st Guinea Pig died. Now left my last fat little piggy, hogging all of my attention. 4) I was stung by a bee and experienced my 1st fastest allergy reaction. 5) Then, my grandpa suffered a stroke, amazingly caused by a sort of heart attack, where at his age, it seems expected for his AS to have caused MI (I actually searched in Wikipedia to understand what was the doctors talking about because it seems like they don’t feel any urgency to explain to me of what are their findings). 6) Lastly, I think I might be pregnant. But it is not yet properly and 100% confirmed. This will totally make my best buddy jump over the KL Tower or KLCC for sure(marcus surely will freak out). If I really am going to be a mother, it surely will be fun..but then me and my hubby have to re-schedule for our migration plans until the bun is out from the oven..heheheheh
Only today, as I am alone at home, after finishing all of my chores, only I am able to reflect of what have been happening in my life. There might be a certain blessing from this. For work, I know I have to go through hell in order to show of what I am capable of. For the hiccup in the sales & purchase of my new home, I get to test my ability to plan and accept changes to it. For the death of my darling pet, well, shit happens. For the bee sting case, I should know that little creatures have their rights in this world too. As for my grandpa getting a stroke, at least we can see the whole family unite again and set aside their differences. Finally I might be a mother, too soon to get excited, but I believe a new light might bring a new shine to my life.
So now, how many of us out there actually took time to reflect of what have been happening in our lives?